In January of this year I read

Kindred (transl.) by Octavia E Butler
Tramhalte Beethovenstraat (transl.) by Grete Weil
Croix de cendre (transl.) by Antoine Senanque
De weduwe van de kolonie, by Marja Visscher (audiobook)

I often find it hard to say anything sensible about the books I've read but I would like to practice that, hence this first dingy little monthly review.

I've seen Octavia Butler's books around and I would like to read the Parable of the Sower as well. I just don't have any intelligent thoughts on Kindred, it was just fascinating to read about this main character being pulled into time to save the life of the slave owner of her ancestors, who was also an ancestor of her. The conflicting thoughts and complicated emotions about being dragged through time were interesting to read and I do recommend the book.

Tramhalte Beethovenstraat was also a fascinating read. My family didn't experience persecution during the Shoah, but the war was a topic on any family gathering on my maternal side as my grandfather had living memory of  the war. My grandmother was a few years younger and never speaks on her experiences, but all through my childhood she has given me books about the Shoah in particular. In my life I've read quite a lot of (older) fiction on WWII, but never from a German perspective like this. The main character boards in a house that is near the tram stop at the Beethovenstraat, where Jewish people are gathered to be sent away in the night. The main character doesn't understand what is happening and seeks help from a 'nerve doctor' because he thinks he has lost his mind. It's a very poignant book and it doesn't shy away from the dark aspects of history. I would like to read more books by Grete Weil but my local library doesn't have any more of her titles at this point.

Croix de cendre broke my brain a few times because I wasn't familiar with the specific time period or the happenings in the church at the time, but it was a sort of mesmerizing read about religion I sometimes could barely grasp, and about deep, long friendships.

De weduwe van de kolonie is a fictional account of life in the Society of Humanitarianism in the Netherlands, and I have 2-3 generations of ancestors who lived there and tried to make a life for themselves there. I previously read Will Schackman's non-fiction books about the colonies and I found them very interesting and illuminating. Susanna Jansen wrote a book Het Pauperparadijs about her own ancestors and both this and Schackman's books seem to have started a new wave of 'colony books' (the colony in the North of the Netherlands) including De vondeling van Veenhuizen by Patricia Snel.

But with Dutch historical fiction I tend to run into the same problem over and over again: I love historical fiction with detailed descriptions of the physical environment of the characters, and complex inner lives, and in my experience the Dutch historical fiction genre falls flat compared to so, so much of foreign historical fiction. The environment feels empty and the character's inner worlds even flatter. I find it hard to empathize with main character Kaatje and the decisions she makes, and her relationships with others just seem shallow in a way. In the beginning the story is quite strong, but then events follow each other up so quickly that there is not really any space to process them as the reader or for the main character. I feel like the decisions she makes aren't deeply supported by an internal world; something happens, there is an immediate reaction and the character moves on, there aren't any deep reflections or scenes where you can tell the character is impacted by her environment and experiences. It all stays quite shallow and chronological.

Trees

Mar. 23rd, 2024 03:10 pm
Decided to dare myself to go for a bit of an adventurous walk/hike today, cycling to a local large park. Immediately when I stepped out the door I was pelted by a sudden hailstorm but I persevered. Parked my bike at the park and somewhat impulsively decided to do the 5km route, despite the mediocre weather and slight chill but in the end I've no regrets. It's nice to follow a marked out route, haven't walked around in nature like that for a while because I've been feeling very afraid of going somewhere alone to walk alone. All went well, I had a good time and about halfway I reached that mental place of calm and peace that comes with mindless walking, no need to think about much other than spotting the next marking so you don't lose your way. Feeling the sun on my skin and the chill as soon as the sun disappears behind clouds or trees. The landscape was fairly changeable, from pine trees to deciduous trees to patches of blueberries and heather. There's something soothing in all of it, and I felt very calm when I arrived back at my bike an hour later, windswept and rained on and warmed up from the exercise and patches of sunlight. I'll go back some time soon and try one of the longer hikes.
I've been trying to get back into my crafty hobbies, starting with knitting. I think I really really started knitting last autumn, when I knit a pair of socks, started mittens (the second one is still waiting for the thumb to be knit, shhhhh), and recently I've finished another pair of socks and a... Frog. You might've seen those cute cute frogs on instagram reels and I just really wanted to try making one. I worried about the cost of the yarn from the pattern because there are some real expensive varieties out there, but when I finally looked it up it was just not at all expensive. So I finally got around to ordering and making frogs! The first one turned out a little lumpy but still cute and yesterday I started on the second one.

Today I'm visiting my mother to help her unpack, she moved house yesterday and I've yet to see the place - moving between rentals is hasty and there wasn't time. From the pictures it looks quite nice, and definitely an upgrade from her apartment. She now has a little garden and the house is in a better neighbourhood. What's also a nice surprise is that it's only a 15 minute walk from the train station, no more buses needed to visit! (my wallet will be delighted)

I'm still reading A Ladder to the Sky by John Boyne. The perspective keeps shifting in a way I'm not used to. The main character Maurice is an ambitious and manipulative man who sucks up to successful writers to get them to help him along, promptly ditching them after they've helped him as far as they can get him. The first perspective was from one of the authors he uses, an old man with a secret 'evil' and complex past. Maurice weasels the story out of him, publishes it and ruins the author's good name and the last years of his life. The second perspective was from another famous author, whose friends were visiting him, one of them bringing Maurice. The third is from Maurice's wife, he marries at some point and he seems to have been stealing her work while she's working on the final stages. Maurice seems to be an all-round piece of shit and I wonder what drives him to act this horribly. Insecurity over his own skills? Ruthless ambition? (Though success would feel hollow if it wasn't your own achievement, I think) I was reminded of this video on plagiarism.

Meanwhile, I've been reading the Outlander books for some months and found them to be surprisingly enjoyable and interesting. I'm currently reading A Breath of Snow and Ashes, which is the 6th book in the series. The Outlander community/forum seems to be a bit dead on here, but maybe fellow fans are still out there?

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